Layout: Thursday, December 31, 2009
I guess this application ends my day today =) I think im beginning to realize what i really want in a relationship and what i've always been avoiding. <3
her sweet memory was written @ 12:34 AMMonday, December 28, 2009
She's finally 18!
She's finally 18!
I didn't really celebrate my brithday on 27th itself. But I celebrate it today with my dad. He had his off day today. =D Thanks DAD. So people, this post will be all about my presents. Haha. =D
The frist to give was my mum. Her first present was the eggs. As I said earlier in the post before this. Next was my 7th Aunt's. She gave me red packet. How much? That's secret. =)
This is my aunt and her present!! =D
Then, my parent's old friend, since young I think gave me present too. =D Thanks uncle.
My parent;s old friend and his present!! =D
After that, we went to Jusco Bukit Indah for a shop. When we first went in, they have this christmas decoration made of eggs holders. =D Nice We bought like RM500 worth of clothes and jewellery. =D My mum and dad gave me a necklace.
Cool right?? <3
The necklace from my parents. their picture is below. =)
<3
my sis and her present =D the birthday cake!! LOL
Later we went to eat Bak Ku Teh, coz i've never ate that since I went to KL. LOL. so that's like almost a year already. CAN U IMAGINE THAT!!! =D Here's the picture we took in the restaurant. =)
mie mie mie!!!
Whole family!! =D
Everyone who went!! =D
Me blowing out the candles. =D
Us again <3
Me and my aunt
lol.. =D
me and my sis.. owh.. look at me.. ugly!!
One more!! =D
So that ends the day. We're now hanging around the house. =)
Dear blog readers, what did you do today? <3
Share with me...
Love,
PhoebeLabels: 18th birthday, adidas, Bak Ku Teh, Birthday, Diamond boutique, Jusco Bukit Indah, Poh Kong
her sweet memory was written @ 11:02 PMSunday, December 27, 2009
Children anyone?
Children anyone?
I'm not a fan of kids or babies. I've made up my mind long ago not to have kids. "What if your husband want kids?", asked one of my friend when I told them my decision.
The promise is playing on Channel U right now. Her retardness while talking has made me write this post. I officially rate this show -10.
Let's get back to the topic. I was shocked when my mum explained the mandarin news to me as I'm 50% banana. Three women, relationship as mother and two daughters are selling babies. Yes! Selling babies. RM20,000 per baby. Can you imagine that? A private clinic has agreed to help them print the babies' birth certificates. I really cannot imagine them selling babies. The cute little babies. How could they thought of selling them away to unknown people? Is there no adoption centre anymore? Some of the babies are of those women. Some are from prostitutes, According to my mum.
Who could be so cruel to sell babies? If some things aren't meant to be yours, It will never be yours. If your not meant to be pregnant, then you'll never have baby. NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY. EVEN IF YOU TRY TO BUY BABIES!! He/She is not yours. She/He came out of some other woman's womb. Can you imagine, when you look into the baby's eyes and take it as yours when on the other side, the real mother is staring under the stars missing her own child?
Once a mother, always a mother. Even if the mother is willing to give her child to you, deep down in her heart.... She love the child... "You would never understand a mother's heart" Is what my mum always said to me.
What are the three women after? Money? Revenge? If they're after money, there's so many other ways to get money. STUPID WOMEN!!! HOW COULD YOU TRICK YOUR DAUGHTER INTO DOING THIS KIND OF CRUEL BUSINESS WITH YOU??? IDIOTIC WOMEN!!!
What are we? We were once kids too. Right? We were once the one they called "CUTE" =) See what have we become? We may just be the next president. Not in this country of corse, there's no president in this country. We may be the next doctor, lawyer, artist, singer, actress.... Anything is Everything... No matter what your child become, as long as they've achieved true happiness in their heart, they're someone in your heart. NO MATTER WHAT.
Appreciate everything. Love children. Appreciate them. They just add colours into your world without you even realizing it. Trust me, you'll know it when you have your very own baby. You'll smile to yourself looking at their foolishness. Coz I've done it looking at how stupid my cousin baby act. And they're not stupid okay. They're CUTE! =)
her sweet memory was written @ 10:48 PMLove <3
Love <3
I didn't have a good night's sleep last night because my phone keeps ringing. LOL. But guys, I LOVE THAT FEELING to have lots of messages arriving. hehe. so here I'd like to thank those who've sent me messages on my phone. ♥ ♥ ♥ So I woke up this morning, my mum told me that she boiling eggs half way when there's no gas anymore. LOL. So while she sent my sister to work, the man was here to deliver the cooking gas. So i started boiling the eggs until my mum got back. Guess how many eggs she boiled. 8 eggs. OMG.. LOL. So while watching some Australia show, mum put the plate of boiled eggs infront of me. This time, the eggs are red! =D LOL. She wished me happy birthday! =D im grateful to have her! ♥
here's the eggs =D LOL
here's the vico i had with the eggs.
Later I on my laptop to go facebook and got lots of wishes from my friends!! thanks people. =D thank you people who wished me on facebook. and thank those who wished me another way, in their heart or something. =D i lvoe you guys. now, i dont know what to do, i dont have a birthday schedule. just go with the flow. =D ♥ ♥ ♥ thanks people!! =D
*Doesn't the eggs looks cute? *
her sweet memory was written @ 1:18 PMFriday, December 25, 2009
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS, ♥ you guys.
This post gonna be short because I just want to wish all the people I know or who knows me. My dear friends, I ♥ you people. I couldn't have been who I am now without you. Sue, Ju Ann, Hui Juen, Mag, Christine, Everyone. I am scared I miss out some people I care. But please do know that I care and most of all, I ♥ you. hehe.
her sweet memory was written @ 12:14 AMThursday, December 24, 2009
The title you wish to see ♥
The title you wish to see ♥
I was thinking for a uinque title for my blog post along my journey back to JB from Melaka. But there's too many title that means a lot to me that in the end, i just followed Jie Cong's blog title. I'll let my blog readers to put whatever title they want after reading this.
First things first. Did you guys miss me?? LOL. For those who miss me, I miss you too ♥♥♥. =) Hehe. I am pretty sure those who've been following my blog knows the reason why i want to go Melaka in the first place. I felt very dissapointed at myself for not being able to attend Rumah Charis's Christmas party. I can't blame anyone else. It's the parents day date that was not early. So in the end, I went to Melaka attending St. David and St. Francis Installation Night. Wait. Before I go on, I'd like to say, EC's Installation Night was so much boring! No offence. Wahahahaha. The same goes to Convent's. Oopsie. But it's true. On that night, I danced like mad women. Neon Light (I dont know how to spell his name) shocked me with his appeareance. He's here, and I was stunned. *Thinking, owh gosh, my head, can't turn! can't turn! Close my eyes* Then lucky Mag said he was joking. THANK YOU NEON FOR PULLING MY LEG. LOL. Nope, i wasn't angry. The next few minutes, he said "He's here". Mag said "This time it's true". Out of a sudden, i felt so hot. Felt like it was wrong coming. But then, i cooled down. The performance wasn't really nice, they sang out of tune but the choice of music was perfect. JUST NICE. I MEAN, GREAT!! Pheew, Lucky I didnt sit where Mag sits, if not i'll walk out of the room and never come back. That time, I just couldnt really face him yet. The dance floor was AWESOME!!!! For those that have never seen me dance, too bad!! Haha. It felt like my heels were almost broken. These were the pictreus we took during the Installation night. =D Enjoy.
look at the ballroom's name. Phoenix. it's 50% phoebe. LOL. XD
Damn, i love the decorations. They have a decorations made using cookies but cannot be eaten, and u know what i did? i spolied the roof of a house. LOL. but thank god no one saw. =D
The three gals!!
me and my sis
me and mag
this is under the stairs..
see, im more than the stairs.. =D muahahahahaha
that's what we do after marriage... XD
Dont ask me what this pic is about. cant you see? its our SS picture!!! =)
This is the pic of the hotel. EQ they called it. =D
The next day, we went to TORTURA 2. A museum where they show Europe's most dangerous torturing style and things used to torture. It leave me appreciating human in this era. Thank God, I was born in this era. Where we are more HUMANE. LOL... The way they torture Women, Men. How disgusting people that were innocent died. Eew... Then we went to the Muslim Museum. Erm. I wont comment anything about that. LOL. Next we went to the Stamp Museum. You must be thinking it was boring but I took pictures on all the family member's birth date. Different stamps. =D
outside tortura 2.. =D
postman's uniform
post box
another postman's uniform
Brought my sister. Owh, did I mention my sister actually follows me to Melaka. Sienz.. No questions on that. So, after that i brought my sister to the places he brought me before. First the place was the Dutch Graveyard. Memories... It was as though he was there, in my heart and this time he felt real. Then I bring her to the Stadhuys Building. The next place was the Shopping mall, Dataran Pahlawan. We shopped, I walk back to the places he brought me before. I wonder if they still recognise me. *I must be crazy* Then we went to the field. The place where we used to get to know more about each other, late night. But me and my sis took lots of jumping picture there. =) Then we went to the River. The palce where I lsot something very important to me to him. NOT VIRGINITY, YOU STUPID!! =) Not that, but something else. There, he talked about his grandfather, about how grateful of having his lovely grandfather. That was the first time I smell him. Not after bath smell, but the smell that no one has. Not perfume. It felt special. That was also the first time we hugged for long long time. Like you can fall alseep in his arms. It was so peace, relaxing. I wont forget that smell.
=D
jump one
jump two
the river
=)
After that, I brought my sister to Jonker Walk. There, was the place I felt his warm hands around my waist. The place was crowded that time. And in order not to lose me, he put his hands around my waist. =) I was the happiest that time. See the smile on his face. Lovely introducing me to his cousin. Weird right. You want the world to know that you belong to him that time. =D *I'm yours* was yours... =| Later, we called Mag to bring us back home. It was already 6pm that time.
Got back and bath, changed then went for dinner. Satay Celup!! =D This time, Mag's mum decided to eat the Old village. I dont know where was it when I saw that the Restaurant was near the place where we watch the fireworks on Wesak Day. Hugged me from the back and watch the lights in the sky. Wanted to kiss him that time but there's a whole lots of cars beside the road. So, it didn't work. LOL. Now that was sweet.
Then, I was dropped beside the river to be alone. I requested a special permission from Mag's mum, was to let me be alone at night at the field and the River. Plugged in my earphones, Start my EMO playlist, walk. Walk. Walk. Tears rolling down along the way. First, I went to the field. Sat there, and let it flow like a river. Took out our picture. Looked at him for a very long time. For the last time *Hopefully* I forgot my tissues, so errm... Used my hands to wipe all the tears. Did I drink this much water? Weird that I almost cried a whole lot of tears out. I cried until i was tired, stopped... STOPPED forever? Maybe. Hopefully. =D Left one picture there.
Walk to the river. It was indeed dangerous. But, I try not to get myself into trouble. *I try not to get myself into trouble* He used to tell me this. Flash back for a moment. Arrive there. The river was beautiful. The lightings. The mood. The virtual him I imagined. Sitting beside me in the bench. The wind was blowing. Mag called, it's time back to reality. For the last time, i threw away another picture of us into the river. Run to Mag's car. Take a deep breath in the car. *Tell myself that it should be a better day*
Btw, after that, we baked cake in Mag's house. It turned out perfectly. I'll upload the videos and pictures soon. The videos of baking the cake. =D For now, i'll just type it out. Lazy to upload, and im sleepy. Yesh, im sleepy at 6 pm. Coz i just got back from melaka. Btw, on the way back, he called. My heart stopped beating for awhile. *Still, I wished he said; Dont go, I want to see you now* Silly me...
baking cake
Today's Christmas Eve. I may not be able to celebrate it with the person I wished I could Celebrate every christmas eve together. But dear blog readers, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas eve and not reading my blog. Read it after christmas. Leave the virtual world for awhile and appreciate your christmas eve with your family, friends and your loved ones.
The girl that wished and believed,
Phoebe
her sweet memory was written @ 6:05 PMI miss my blog ♥
I miss my blog ♥
Love,
Phoebe
her sweet memory was written @ 4:59 PMSunday, December 20, 2009
Dear, tell me where to go?
Dear, tell me where to go?
her sweet memory was written @ 1:17 PMSaturday, December 19, 2009
Pictures again
Pictures again
So people, this will be all the editted pictures from the trip and Jie Cong's Hershey's chocolate picture. Hehe.
Jie Cong, I'm helping you to promote ler. LOL.
her sweet memory was written @ 7:44 PMI call it HOLIDAY.
I call it HOLIDAY!!
Dear lovely blog readers, I havent been updating my blog for one week!!! Well almost one week!! Can you believe it?? Two weeks ago I was like an internet addict and now I've been away from it for almost one week!!!! A round of applause PUH-LEASE. wahahahahhaha. So let me bring you on a journey to my holiday with mua family. Dang, it's been a whole year I havent spend time with my family. So you can guess that I was like glue-ed to my mum. Erm, dont tell me you dont?? Haha.. I'll upload lots of pictures!! =D But I've collage it. Coz I took almost 500 pictures.. LOL.. =D
There's lots more to come. But now let me tell you where I went. I went to Bukit Tinggi on Monday. Colmar Tropicale Resort. It was damn fun. Know why? Because the place there look like we're in France. The building. XD.. We stay there for two days one night. I took lots of flower pictures. This is the time I train myself to take picture. =D haha.. And then we went to Ipoh on Tuesday night. Went and eat The famous chicken tauge. LOL.. how do you say it in english??? After that, on Wednesday, we celebrate my grandfather's birthday at my aunt's house.. XD.. LOL.. Then on Thursday me and my cousins, including my mum went to shop in KL. LOL. we bought lots of stuff. You wont believe it. we bought three pairs of shoes. instantly we buy it. when the shop was about to close. We went times square btw. =D Then on friday, i went to cut my hair at aunt's saloon. My aunt gave all of us an MP3 player each. it comes in red, blue, green, pink and grey. I choose red. no choice. no purple. =D At night, we came back to JB. Now its saturday, im writing blog. Hehe.Let me show you the flower pics i took. =D
Here's all the family members who went. =D
Labels: Birthday, Colmar Tropicale, Ipoh
her sweet memory was written @ 2:08 PM